There was a red
barn. To the left was a police car, to the right was a hearse. On the
ground in front of the barn was a white round porcelain plate. The
ground to the left of the plate began to move and wriggle as if
alive. From that ground came the voice of a 'dark one' who was praying repeatedly the same words, the words were the central meaning of
prayer, like 'thy will be done'. As this was happening some dirt was
pushed onto the left side of the plate. Then some dirt to the right
of the plate also moved up and onto the plate's right side, leaving the
plate uniformly filled with a circle of black dirt.
I was then
inside a house and a dark haired woman came into the
house appearing as if she had been busy. She was dressed in black
sports slacks with a black vest covering a long sleeve red blouse. I
stood in front of her and slowed her down by reaching out to hold her arm. I said,
'I know you are the one who placed the dirt on the right side of the
circular plate.' She declined to acknowledge me or respond but
pushed on past me. I had the feeling she was irritatingly saying,
'mind your own business.'
REFLECTION This dream is full of overt symbolism. Everything in dream is symbolic and some things do not allow our typical attempt to interpret them literally. It strikes me that the human mind can
only receive information from the unconscious by accepting that symbolism is the only kind of message that comes from
there. The Unconscious spoke in dreams and visions long before there was human language. That means that all religious ideas and belief are initially
received as symbolic communication as are also the contents of dreams, visions and the most profound Sacred text, such as the Christian gospels. A great mistake is made
when humans fail to remember that the nearest they can approach the Sacred and the Unconscious is to receive all such information in
the form and language of symbol. This is in direct opposition to
thinking one has or does receive reliable, complete religious or Sacred
message in the form of logical propositions or eternal 'beliefs' as written words. All such reasoned information and belief comes by the collective ego
consciousness working, usually over many generations, with the original symbols. Such material then becomes the collective conventional wisdom in any culture or religion. Such collective conclusions, in the form of creed, rules and texts
are very important and add to the beauty of the original symbol and stability of collective life; but
become the death of the message when it is forgotten that the
original religious communication is always and only symbolic. These are areas of irritation to our modern Western psyche which resists symbolic communications and insists that the only legitimate and dependable religious information is the conventional written and spoken human Word.
The dream's total picture is a rather all inclusive picture of human collective life. A barn is symbolic of life, of
earth, the biological, the instinctual part of life. The police car
on the left is symbolic of order and justice. The hearse a reminder
that death is a constant reality of the life process. The circular
plate at the center of the whole dream image is the recognized symbol of
wholeness, completeness, unity, the goal of Human/Sacred life
together. The circular plate comprises not just the biological/material(dirt) but the non
biological/ spiritual(white plate) realities of life as well. At first the plate is
empty and separate from the dirt. It is waiting and needing to be filled, to be filled out with
the real basic stuff and the uniting of both biological and spiritual life. In the West for 400 years we have purposely separated the biological/material from the spiritual. We now stand in need of the reuniting of these opposites. I think this is at the heart of the chaos and the unfruitful polarities we have been experiencing in America the past fifty years.
Then a 'mysterious', 'magical' 'numinous' process begins. The startling
movement of the earth reflects the force of life, of creation. It
represents 'lifeless' appearing matter becoming animated and living.
And from this living earth comes the voice of creativity, a voice
of God. But it shows itself to be an aspect of God that orthodoxy has not well preserved. This pictures an aspect of God quite different than God as all light and no darkness.
God here is dark and closely related to the earth, to the soil. God is shown as thus fully
a part of His creation and of matter. And , surprisingly, God is experiencing a
deep need within himself and so 'God is praying for God's
own will to be done.' Even God cannot alone bring God's will to realization. It pictures God as very powerful but not 'all
powerful' , not 'perfect' in the sense of having no need(s) yet to be
met. Rather, God is pictured with deep need for help in accomplishing
God's ultimate will. God is able to bring a good half of what is
needed to fill the circular plate but that does not bring the fullness,
balance, completeness or wholeness which the dream is seeking.
Then the dirt becomes animated on the
right side and dirt moves to finish filling the plate creating
wholeness, completion, symbolic salvation. What was the force or reality that was
able to bring to the plate that God alone was unable to bring? It
was , in the dream, left to 'woman' or the 'feminine' to somehow be involved in
completing the fulness of the plate. This was not an earthly human
woman, even though here she fully appears to be. This would be again, as
in many of my and others' dreams, the inner spiritual experience of woman within
a man. This is the 'soul' of man, what Jung calls the anima.
The anima is a recurring psychological/spiritual
image of woman that both men and women initially misinterpret as the real
women in their lives.....mother, sister, lover, wife etc. The
anima, when not understood and accepted as an autonomous inner reality, causes the real women in
one's life to be viewed not as themselves but as mixtures of
themselves and the characteristics of one's inner anima(These characteristics can range from heavenly goddess and inspiratrist to the continuous mother or even witch, prostitute and many more.) This of course
makes full human relationship of a man with a real woman impossible. A solution to this problem
can be approached by our being open to a spiritual and psychological
understanding of the living anima. Such projections onto real women can never be totally solved for no one
can ever fully embrace the reality of any inner
archetype. (The excellent writer Robert A.
Johnson's work could help the average Western person get some feel and grasp
of the reality of the anima. Two small books that are excellent for
this purpose are: The Invisible Partners and We. I have just
reread We and see how it can support the Western mind
greatly in these directions. He invites the Westerner to think
symbolically and to more consciously live out those symbols of woman instead of projecting them on to real women.) All of this involves the same problem of women relating to men without projecting her inner 'animus' on to him.
No Non-Sense Anima Image |
Anima is a bridge between the Collective Unconscious and the Ego Consciousness of a man. For a
woman it may be such a female image but is more likely the image of
man or a group of men(thus animus) that serves the same purpose as the anima does
to a man's psychology and spirituality. The dream depicts me having become conscious that 'She' is the 'one' through whom humanity is able to offer to God the
missing part of the puzzle of completion and wholeness. I would suspect there is a growing number of Western people, not just people who do much reflection on such things, who are becoming more aware that the image of God we carry must contain the feminine along with the masculine. Hopefully this is becoming a part of a new 'common sense', with a typical reaction being, 'How could we have ever thought it otherwise?' This is a huge change compared to even several decades ago. Without this inner
connection to the Sacred through the anima(or animus) the task toward Human/Sacred wholeness cannot be moved forward by us humans. I will mention that it also requires the mutual suffering of
God and Humans for such wholeness and completion and combining of
opposites to evolve. This I believe is the highest of spiritual challenges for humankind.
In my confronting her,
getting in her path and especially by physically seeking to hold her
arm, I exemplify the continuous mistake that human men , and perhaps
women, make regarding these 'soul' figures. We try to make her human by expecting
other human women to be her or like her. The anima is a spiritual
and psychological reality that must be shown far more respect than
what I was showing here. I can be grateful that I have come in some
measure to 'see' and 'understand' her as real but I must back off , give
her free berth and not for a moment think I have or ever could
contain or fully understand her ways. In this way she is a part
of the Sacred, an aspect of God. I am totally dependent on her
reality, her guidance, her knowing of the things of God as revealed from
the Collective Unconscious. I consider myself honored by grace
to have had some direct encounter with this inner figure.
But the
dream's end is a stark reminder that to in any way possess, own or
claim her can destroy the life and well being of any human or
culture. The social order symbolized by the police car, can just as quickly
become the hearse in Her world, the world of the Collective Unconscious. The dream leaves me
showing the mistake of trying to relate to her as if she were human.
I conclude though that it is 'my business' to take what I have learned about
and from the anima and seek improved relating to real human women
and men. That seems to be a primary purpose of her appearing in us in the
first place. Notice how 'earthy' the whole dream image is, showing
that the spiritual realities of life are found when the most down
to earth, common, ordinary realities of creation are given deepest
respect and attention. In this respect it is so typical for the Collective Unconscious to say that The Christ child was born in a lowly earthy stable with nature all around. The spiritual and the material are different
but are most assuredly one. This is one meaning of the filled out circle of dark dirt on the circular white porcelain plate. Jim Hibbett
*Note: It would be a far more appropriate view of the archetypal Virgin Mary, to be understood as an image of the anima rather than any mortal human woman. Literalizing and humanizing the Symbolic Virgin Mary is an example of trying to make physical and outer that which is spiritual and inner. The Catholic Church's teaching, beginning with the gospels, through the centuries has attempted described her as a miraculous virgin mother with perpetual virginity and finally as being 'Assumed to Heaven' in 1957. But unfortunately the Church has also implied that this Symbolic Mary is the ideal model for mortal woman. If applied to mortal women sexual virginity should not be implied as a standard or mark of purity of life and heart but the older idea of virgin meaning 'woman who is her own' and not an appendage of father or husband would be very correct. This failure to separate the Virgin Mary Symbol from a real woman Mary happened in the West and has obviously not been overall good or realistic for real human women. A woman today could likely do well to see the real human mother of Jesus as a model of courageous, loving and virginal in her inner experience of being whole within herself , symbolically as if she were an unwed, without any man, as a mother of life and creativity.
*Note: It would be a far more appropriate view of the archetypal Virgin Mary, to be understood as an image of the anima rather than any mortal human woman. Literalizing and humanizing the Symbolic Virgin Mary is an example of trying to make physical and outer that which is spiritual and inner. The Catholic Church's teaching, beginning with the gospels, through the centuries has attempted described her as a miraculous virgin mother with perpetual virginity and finally as being 'Assumed to Heaven' in 1957. But unfortunately the Church has also implied that this Symbolic Mary is the ideal model for mortal woman. If applied to mortal women sexual virginity should not be implied as a standard or mark of purity of life and heart but the older idea of virgin meaning 'woman who is her own' and not an appendage of father or husband would be very correct. This failure to separate the Virgin Mary Symbol from a real woman Mary happened in the West and has obviously not been overall good or realistic for real human women. A woman today could likely do well to see the real human mother of Jesus as a model of courageous, loving and virginal in her inner experience of being whole within herself , symbolically as if she were an unwed, without any man, as a mother of life and creativity.